On being garrulous
Garrulous is the word of the day today - it means overly talkative.
Yes, it’s an excellent word to describe me - feel free to snicker to your heart’s content.
It creates a bit of a problem though. As my good friends can attest - i don’t mind being told to shut up when i’m on a rant. In fact, i appreciate it. I’ve been feeling very lonely lately - and i know why. I catch myself chatting like a magpie to acquaintances who let me prattle and then the conversation wasn’t an interaction at all but a monologue that, frankly, bored me to tears. It’s not the only thing making me lonely. Spending my evenings in the gym with headphones on and then coming home to cook myself a crappy dinner and go straight to bed doesn’t help either. I hate being concerned only with myself the way i am right now. I hate listening to myself talk.
